Friday, October 07, 2005
A Promise...
Solitaire -- by -Emptiness-
Crossing my fingers,
I whisper a prayer,
That forever,
We'll stay a pair.
And when you're afraid,
Caught up by despair,
I promise you this,
I'll surely be there.
To be your strength,
When nobody cares.
Such that never again,
Will you play solitaire.
I wonder why I post such poems here when she doesn't come here... -_"- ...
Anyway, what's wrong with NUS? They changed the stupid academic calender, and caused me not only to miss a tutorial without knowing it... because i didn't know it, i came on the wrong week just to realise that there actually isn't any tutorial... cause I already missed it... wat the... what's wrong with those guys?
Anyway, it's been a long time since I posted anything here... Haven't had the time for much things recently... tuition, school, her, tuition, school, her... what the... I'm so busy... Reminicing on those days before I knew her, 1st sem NUS... Seems so much like a dream... the nightly supper with my supper pals... the late nights of TV / internet chat / computer games / whatever else that comes to mind... hours spent trying to draw portraits to improve my drawing... my (failed) attempt at learning japanese through reading japanese comics... Gazing blankly into the silent night at the balcony, relishing in its serenity and calm... Life seems so different now...
But it's another type of enjoyment... spending it with the one you love... but at the same time, feeling terrible when you don't get to see her... feeling you can love her forever when on good terms... feeling that you hate her when you quarrel with her... Life seems so much more dramatic now... but still, I love this, and wouldn't give it up for the world... =)
Anyway, since I have no tut now, and am free till my tuition at 1.30pm... I'll see if I can go meet her now =)... i'm drooling hehe... Took some time off to write this post... hmm... wonder if she'll kill me for that hehe... but just a few min... not even 10 =)...
Till the next time i'm free =)
- Emptiness - 10/07/2005 10:12:00 am
